So, Julian started preschool today. I was thinking that I'd be taking him and that he wouldnt want to leave. Instead we get there and he's off running into his classroom.
Still thinking that we're going to get in there and then he is going to see all the kids and want to come home with me, we walk into his classroom. He walks over to his little area, hangs his bookbag up, and talks to his teacher. His teacher tells him to grab his name tag and put it in the blue slot. 
Letting him know that I would have to be leaving soon, he goes over to the shelf grabs out a toy, and starts playing. No care in the world that I would soon be gone. I'm ok with it, thinking aww my lil man is starting to get so big. One of his classmates comes over and starts to play with him.
I then let him know that mommy has to leave. He gives me a hug and a kiss and tells me I'll see you later. Still ok with this, I head out.
As I head out to my car, I start thinking omgoodness, my baby is in school. I get to my car, and yep you guessed it, I started bawling. No not just a little tear, full on crying.
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